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【深圳诗歌】No.82837期A版||沉重里的羨慕 刘根生(河南)

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【深圳诗歌】No.82837期A版||沉重里的羨慕 刘根生(河南)

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沉重里的羨慕

文/刘根生(河南）

今天的心情

有些沉闷

早上刷到一个视频

一位说不上很老的男人

侧身坐在沙发上

手肘支着脑袋在桌子上

不远处

他的老伴在包饺子

虽然他的老伴在不停包着饺子

但注意力还是时不时地望向男人

显然她看到那个男人

很不舒服的样子

双手捧着头

想伏在桌子上

又想把头努力仰起来

她慌忙扔下手中的饺子

快速奔向男人

张开双臂搂住他的双肩

男人已瞬间失去意识

瘫倒在老伴的怀抱

一个脆弱的生命戛然而止

甚至没能说出最后一句想要说出的心里话

老伴搂着他伤心欲绝

整个客厅回荡着悲痛的哭喊与呼唤

他们的儿子（应该是）光着膀子

从另外一个房间冲出来

一切为时已晚

我的眼泪不由得流了出来

心中泛起难言酸楚

男人的离世是不幸的

但我觉得他又是那么幸福的一种离开

没有痛苦和折磨

就那么转眼之间

特别是他的身边

有位贴心的女人一直在关注他的动静

虽然老天要收走男人她无可奈何

人老了

心态变得软弱和多愁善感

想到自己

但愿在那最后一刻

短暂的痛苦挣扎之后

能安静的离开这个世界

更渴望在那最后一刻

和那个男人一样

还有一个关注自己生死的女人

               2026.04.15.写于深圳。

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其实，我们的努力和平凡的万物一样平凡。

世间万物,本就平凡，不平凡的，是我们经年不忘的。

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